Getting Lost again

My favourite TVseries in on again. Lost on channel 4. It's so exciting!
I read the coolest theory about it: all the people on the island are actually dead but they have to face their demons to get to move on to the afterlife...Seems reasonable!

I confess: I'm a shopoholic. Had a meeting in Kista today and to get to and from the office I had to pass through Kista C, which has a lot of stores. On my way back I suddenly found myself trying on a new skirt in one shop and picking up a knitted sweater in another. Oh well, I work hard and earn my own money and I'm worth it :)

My work situation is improving a bit but I don't think I'm gonna stay after this project is over. Haven't felt very happy lately but I don't know if it's my job or my life in general.
Got my bathroom done, got some new clothes, solved some financial issues and I'm still feeling disturbed by something... I don't know what it is. I think I really need to have some serious fun. Like one crazy night Gonzo and I had with H&O at Berns...

Will round up some people next weekend and party!
Maybe it's the T-situation. Maybe I expected to much....

Don't miss the wonderful John Legend tonight on TV at 22.30

Take care
Song of the day: Live It Up - John Legend

With a little help

from my friend J I finally got the mirror and the shelf up in the bathroom :)
Due to my... creative measurements we had to move the mirror around a few times and this has left some not so nice holes in the wall. I'll try to find some nice paint to cover them with...
I suppose I can blame the crookedness on my faulty eyes... I have to get new glasses soon!

In exchange for his physical effort I made dinner. Think my cooking skills surprised him ;) But my grandmother taught me well. She started when I was 7. My first lesson was making a bearnaisesauce from scratch and if I didn't get it right she'd pour it out and I would start again...
Picked up some wine on the way home too and we shared a bottle as J wasn't driving. He has sold his car, the Smart. Seems like he had a nice weekend canoeing in the wild. Actually he was in my old hood - Nyköping. Creeps me out just thinking about it. I'm so glad to be back in town!

Thinking about asking T to join me at the party on Saturday. Must take this under some serious advicement... Wonder if creepy couple M&M are coming. I'm so mean but I hope they break up soon. Can't stand them together - they truly bring out the worst in eachother...

Shouldn't you be with someone who makes you feel relaxed and brings out the best in you not a person who you compete with in everything. Oh well, as I so rarely meet them I don't really care.

Started planning a bouleevent with my posse. Boule is a nice sport. You don't sweat and you can drink wine doing it :) Speaking of sweating I'm going boxing tonight again. And I'll wear my new white sporttop :)

Saw the coolest belt that I need (if I want it - I need it) it has "I don't need your attitude, I got one of my own" written on it. Just one problem: it's a mans belt so it's quite large but maybe I can make new holes in it. Must have it!

Today it's nice and sunny, unfortunately I have to be indoors working. Speaking of the weather: hope things work out i New Orleans. I haven't been yet and I'm dying to see the old French Quarters.

List of places I want to visit:
1. Egypt - the pyramids
2. Paris - can't ever get enough
3. New York - for the vibe
4. New Orelans - the big Easy
5. Napa Valley - for the wine and the views
6. Las Vegas - "we're in Las Vegas tonight" :)
7. HongKong, Shanghai and Macao - decadent and mysterious
8. Peru - The Inka trail
9. Haiti - history, rum and vodoodolls
10. Berlin - clubbing and shopping
11. Istanbul - carpets, palaces and bellydancers
12. Rome - Ecce Roma
13. Alaska - coola nature very Peak Performance
14. Barcelona - Gaudi and shoe-heaven
15. San Fransisco - hills, trams and trannies

and so many other places...

Take care

Song of the day: Sunshine in the rain - Bodies without Organs

City-girl

Have realized that I am a city girl and totally incompatible with nature...

Was supposed to go to one of the Kräftskivor on Saturday. I got the impression that it wouldn't be that far. I ended up walking through the woods in my heels for about 35 mns... That is too far! What's wrong with throwing a party down town?? The party was ok but my mood changed radically after the walk so I left early.

Friday was Annica's party. It turned out quite well. She enjoyed it very much and she is worth it. I wasn't able to attend the actual disputation but they said she did great. Good girl :)
Sat next to Love, which was nice. Haven't seen him in ages so we caught up. He is actually a father since 2 months.

Yesterday I wanted to work on my bathroom and get the mirror and the 2 new cool shelfs up.

Apparently my walls are made out of concrete and they really didn't cooperate with me and the drill... Called T but he was moving into his new apartment so he could help me. Called J and he was away doing something outdoorsy . Not even the usual "you are som masculine and pease help me"-routine didn't work... But he is coming over tonight to help me - very nice :) And I'm supposed to make him dinner. Very 50ies... Big Strong Man working with tools and Small Weak Woman in the kitchen ;)
Very Me Tarzan- You Jane

But not every Jane has her own toolbox :)

My parents finally got rid of the other house - good news. They stopped by last night with some of the stuff my grandfather left me, his chessgame among other things. Me and granddad spent a lot of time with that game so it means a lot to me. I wonder if it'll feel strange to play with someone else...

Take care

Song of the day: 16 tons of Hardware - Bodies without Organs

Friday I'm in love...

or am I?!?!

Don't know but I'd love to find out :)

So Friday...tonight it's Annicas disputationsfest which I'm not really looking forward to... My parents are gonna be there - not fun at all and I'm tired and I've seen the guest list and most guests are her strange scientist friends. Well H and sis are gonna be there so that's ok I guess.
Tried to get G to join but he has a bachelorparty tonight.

Tomorrow it's AnnaT's kräftskiva - it's somewhere in Lijleholmen, quite far but some cool people are going.

Yesterday turned into a long long day... Worked until 7.30 pm with travel management. And then off to M&P for some champagne.. actually not some I think we downed 8 bottles for 5 people ;)
Am not really feeling as tired as I thought I would but I got home at around midnight. Guess I'll pay for it later.

Next week I'll take one afternoon and do all my shopping for the fall season. I really love the fall lines this year: purple, red, dark green, great fabrics and great styles.
Need new boots, at least one handbag and one larger bag, a few scarves, a nice hat.

Am wearing the Xuly Bet tonight and the fab white shoes, regardless I will at least be fab :)

Might be having dinner with T on Sunday but we haven't decided yet. I might be in a coma due to too much partying so we'll see. I love that he finds me beautiful and sexy - I know I'm a sucker for compliments but what the hell...

Song of the day: I want you - Savage Garden

"Oh I want you, I don't know if I need you but I'd love to find out"

Now playing...

"Living la vida loca" with the ever so fab - Ricky Martin.

Just remebered how my very drunk sis staggered around a New Yearsparty some years ago singing this song and then falling alseep on a couch. Quite a funny sight :)

Finally the client event is over and done with. I worked it quite nicely, if I may say so myself. Looking very business-like and smiling and greeting all the guests.
The service at Clarion wasn't the best but all the small issues where quite quickly solved.

Met two really nice sisters that I'll be staying in touch with - exchanged businesscards :)

Finally swallowed my pride (and gave into my my lower needs ;)) and called T. He was home but he came over for dinner. He has had a haircut so no more backslick and he is growing a goatee and my God he looks great. So sexy and very masculine - just as I like it. And like icing on the cake he is smart, funny, ambitious and sweet AND likes to dance and cook...

We watched a really crappy film "French Kiss" with Meg Ryan and Kevin Kline, I almost fell asleep a few times but he kept waking me up.

The end of the week is filled with parties. M is celebrating her Taiwan-thing with champagne at P's place tonight. Friday is Annica's disputationsfest and Saturday is AnnaT's kräftskiva.

Just got an invitation to a kräftskiva at Wessens' place. Their parties are infamous and great. Am really looking forward to that. Unfortunately PFL is having her birthday drinks the same day so I'll miss that.

My 5-lists:

5 Albums in my Ipod:
- John Legend - Get Lifted
- Usher - 9701
- Usher - COnfessions
....

5 films I've seen lately:
- Ray 4,5/5
- Closer 3/5
- Maria full of Grace 4/5
- Fantastic Four 1/5
- Harry Potter I 3,5/5

5 nice things that has happened to me lately:
- The 50ies party
- T
- shopping and lunch with Mi last Sunday
- nice party in Gothenburg last week
- New stuff for the bathroom

Back to work now

Take care!

Song of the day: On and On - Erykah Badu

Precious

Precious occasions need to be appreciated :)
Had one of those walking to work this morning. The sun was shining in my face, John Legend in my Ipod and no stress....

Did accomplish a good thing today: finally put up the new shelf in my bathroom. Drilled and stuffed the holes with silicon and then hung the shelf. It looks really nice. Now I need to get a nice mirror so I can finally g get rid of that dreadful bathroom cupboard.... Am also thinking about repainting the walls but that'll be a later project.

Feeling a lot better today, the medicine I got is really helping I'm just worried that the wine I've had this weekend might have some negative impact om the effects. I'll try to look it up on the internet.

The party on Saturday was really nice, too bad som many left early. H, sis and me left at around 11. Sis went home and H and myself carried on to Riche for a few drinks. Talked to G, he was at Storstad so we never met up. He is the funniest guy. He called me just as I got home at around 2.30 to make sure that I wasn't mad at him for not showing up. We decided to meet for dinner some night this week. He is going to run in the StEriksloppet, that's 21 kms which is FAR!! I asked if he wanted to go running with me some day and he said yes. Now as I think about it maybe it's not such a great idea after all... I don't want to embarras myself but pukin gor passing out ;)

Went shopping with Mi on Sunday. Picked up some really nice stuff at HM: a top, a new belt with the writing "I'm not totally worthless, can be used as a bad example" on it, a scarf and a couple of thongs. Talked to T and it seems like he got the job he wanted which is cool and he is also getting a new place.
Then we went for coffee at MOJO and had a nice chat. As usaul with Mi, we laughed a lot and got quite loud... :)

This afternoon I got a surprise call from Kevin - the date who never showed. He wanted a second chance and I told him to call me next week. Also asked hi m why he didn't show. He claims that he was at Bistro Jarl but couldn't find me. I mean wouldn't you call then - I know I would... Oh well I don't think he'll call me back as I was quite rude to him... We'll see.

J told me that he was chased by some animal in the woods the other day. I think it was a badger. The y have quite a nasty bite I'm told. The woods are dangerous - i've always sadi that :)

Thinking about putting together a fall-evening with the Portugalposse... Either go bowling or play boule and then off to some nice place for dinner.

Noone wants to go and see Alcazar with me. Cannot believ that. Will make them go dancing in the world of disco!

Now it's almost time for CSI - gotto go

Take care

Song of the day: I Want You - Savage Garden

What's new?!?!

Came back from Gothenburg yesterday night. The flight was ok and the party was great.

Office-M came by my hotelroom to shower and we went together to the operahouse. It was really nice, good food and great champagne. Met the rest of the ERT-crew. They are all very nice. I think they like me more than the people I work with.... Maybe that's mean but sometimes I think it's true.

Tonight it's the 50-ies party organized by Maria and Peter. Am really looking forward to that. Sis, H and myself are going. We are meeting at H's place for make-up and some wine. And then off to the party in my pink shoes :)

Got my hair done and it looks great :) What really bothers me is that she said 3 hours and it took almost 6... T called and wanted to go for coffee but I didn't have time. Called him yesterday but no answer so I'll just hold off...

Saw J last friday - he has quit smoking and looks really nice. Has stared working out a lot too.. maybe I should try to get my act together in the healthylife stye dep.
Only wine and candy once a week
Healthier food and more excercise...

Just got a great idea: will indulge myself with a new pair of shoes or a bag for each 5 kg I loose :)

Now I should clean my apartment and get going...

See ya - take care!

Song of the day: Sweetest perfection - Depeche Mode

Gunning down romance....

now playing in my baby Ipod. Have had a nice weekend again. Today sis and me went to IKEA and she was driving... She passed her drivers test this week. We got a bit lost but we finally made it. Picked up some stuff for the bathroom which I'll be fixing up later. Saturday I had my hair done. It's actually not ready yet - have to go back on Tuesday and finish it. Can't believe how long it took this time. Had to stop att 8 o'clock because I was going to meet with G and H for dinner. Stressed home to change and then hopped in a cab and went to Sturehof for dinner then off to NOX for drinks. G's friend H also showed up - he is really nice. G and I ended the evening at Riche with some wine.
Friday me and H went to Berns for AW. Got a chance to catch up a bit with Robbie and Svempa - two of the nicest guys I've worked with. Came home at aroung 11, quite intoxicated and very hungry. Had some food and popcorn and watched SATC.

J came over at around 1. He seemed quite down but it didn't seem like a god time to ask him what was going on. I'll try to ask him soon. Don't like to see him look unhappy.

Sent the review to Gonzo and she loved it. I'm glad cause I wasn't sure how to write it. I hope she'll send me another one cause I really enjoyed it. And I also got to read a book I probably wouldn't have read.

Last week ended very busy at work. We are now finalizing the travel plans and we will start making reservations on Monday. Looking at a quite busy schedule thi week too. And on Thursday I'm off to Gothenbur for the boatparty. Will be staying at a hotel, I love hotels!
Nice breakfast and someone else cleanin up your mess :) Speaking of cleaning I dropped some stuff under the bed so I had to crawl in there..... and God I really need to clean under the bed...

Better get started on the bathroom now.

Take care

Song of the day: Let it flow - Toni Braxton

New hair..

is on its way :) Called Patrice today and she can see me tomorrow evenig, just great! My weaves are truly looking bad right now. Bought new hair today spent 720 sek ans then another 1500 to Patrice, but I'm worth it.

Have been very busy at work this week and tired so no updates for a couple of days.

Sis passed her drivers license yesterday - am very happy for her and other EC-sis is getting married. I actually thought there were married.. but there you go :)

Coworker M almost got me loosing my temper today. The problem is that I don't really know what it is about him that totally rubs me the wrong way... but there is something! Need to address the problem so I'll bring it up with K soon. I will get to go to Gothenburg for the boat-party. WOnder what I shall wear... Am thinking about the black Zara-dress and my pin up shoes. We'll see...

Monday I'm meeting with AT and JL to plan the champagnetasting - will be fun and then I'm having dinner with cousin S too. Haven't seen him since easter so we have a lot of catching up to do...

Talked to T on the phone today which left me smiling almost all night. He is so sweet! I hope his jobsituation will work out. He is buying the new apartment -with a fireplace - that is nice.
Went to boxclass yesterday for the first time in 4 months. Believe me am paying for that today ;) Will start running once a week and boxing nce a week. That should be enough to keep me fit. I don't want to be too healthy after all :) Next week we need to make the arrangements for Bellmanstafetten... if we are going to do it that is. So far it's just H and myself so we need 3 more at least 1 male... Up for the challenge anyone?!?!?

Sunday sis is driving me to IKEA and then we are going to the movies - should be nice. Fridaynight is all about T and myself. Haven't seen him in a week due to work overload. Fun to have a lot of stuff to do but not so much fun comin ghome at 9 ever night because of work... And next week seems to be even worse with the Gothenburgevent as the peak. Wonder if officeM and me will travel together, hope so since I don't really like to fly...
Would love to see his place in Gothenburg to.

Better be off to bed now
Sweet dreams

Song of the day: Freedom 90 - George Michael

Sundaynight thought:

cool, soft and mellow. Was awakened by a textmess from Gonzo asking about latte and some catching up. We met at Västermalmsgallerian and had brunch. Then some shopping. Picked up a new shirt and a winestand for the kitchen.

Then back home to pick up some grocerys and spent most of the day reading the book I'm reviewing for VR.

Saturday was spent running with H, watching the Prideparade (fab) and dinner at H's place with sis and E. Haven't seen E in ages. I'm glad she is doing better now - she was totally burned out last time I saw her but now she seems to have gotten things together.

T called and wanted us to come over after dinner but the huge amount of talk and wine got to me so I went right home at about 1. He is great even if he has his ways.... He is very "couple-oriented" and I am not. Maybe I've been single too long, or have had to many strange relationships to give up my freedom and independence that easily. I wouldn't date anyone else (unless Lenny calls ;)) but introduce him as my boyfriend is a bit too soon.
Asked A about the toothbrush and he thinks it's my "relationship neuroses" that pops up. He claims that he noticed that about me when we were together last year but he didn't mention it then. When I met him last weekend he said I need to work on setting boundaries and need to learn to say no... Suppose he is right.
I'm going to start on Monday by letting office-M know what I think about his way at work.

H seems to got through one of her bitter periods at the moment. She totally bashes everything that isn't to her liking right now and that makes her quite an annoying person to be around.
Told her that she needs to lighten up a bit.
She actually made me quite mad on Friday when she questioned my parents lifestyle and choices. They has, according to her, no careers and are by her definitions failures... Sad, very sad. My parents focused on having a happy life together and a family not working their asses off.

Was thinking about what motivates me. I really don't know. Having fun, seeing my friends being happy, having cool plans to look forward to, obviously shopping for cool stuff... and so many other things.

Do surround yourself with people who wants good things for you.
Do surround yourself with beautiful things.
Do indulge yourself with things you don't need but want.
Do have at least one good laugh a day.
Do wear great shoes and bags.
Do eat good food and drink good wine.
Do listen to music that affects you.
Do take care of your friends.
Do enjoy the small things in life: the beautiful sky, the sun in your face, the smell just after the rain.
Do sleep enough
Do tell people around you that you love them, you never know when you'll get a second chance.
Do respect other and they'll respect you
Don't be bothered with things you cannot change.
Do change the things you can

Better get to bed now.
Take care

Song of the day: Next Lifetime - Erykah Badu

PRIDE

Well, not gay and proud but straight and proud :)
Proud of myself, my friends, my life and the choices I've made - some good ones and some bad ones. But everything I've done in my life this far made me the person I am today and that is a person I like and I wish all the best...

Finally cleared things with J yesterday and he seemed very cool about it. No more unfinished business and that's good. Have now put all that behind me and am ready to move on. Not that I regret anything. J is a great guy and we've had a lot of fun toghether. And I'll always remeber him fondly (very mature I must say :))

So yesterday I went to Berns for AW with H. Not so many people I know there but we had a great time as usual with some roséwine. Then off to Rio with MT, P and P and a few others. Danced with some halfnaked lithuanian underwearmodels - had a great view over very well toned abs ;)
Got home at a quite decent hour 1.30ish and off to bed. Today it's running again. Have signed up for Bellmanstafetten - why, God why?!?! So now I need to put my money where my mouth is...

Then is the Prideparade! Love that event - 100% love and gala. Apparently some fascist or whatever are going to do something so this year it's even more important to be there.

H and me and sis are going.

Better hit the shower and get into my running gear.

At 3 I'll be somewhere on Skeppsbron maybe I see you there :)

Have a PRIDEday!

III Be proud and work on those abs ;)

An evening with T

can save any bad day :)

Didn't get a chance to talk to coworker M yesterday so I hope I'll get the opportunity today.
This morning he has been all over me again about a document that is totally out of my control.
I'm depending on others for answers and until I get them there is nothing I can do!

T called just as I was leaving work yesterday and we decided to met at the stairs at Dramaten. Went back to my place and picked up some food and rented a dvd, Closer 3,5/5 on the way home.

He cooked and I watched - just the way I like it ;) Had some wine with dinner and just talked. Can't believe how easy it is to talk to him. Told him about my family and all the expectations they have had on both me and my sister. He told me about his family and childhood, it felt very nice. Then hopped into the bathtub with a GT and then back to the couch to watch the film. I really enjoyed it and he fell asleep :)

Borrowed his Ipod and had a Lenny Kravitz-moment. He is so great (Lenny that is but T is pretty damn good too)! Reminded me of the concert so I had a big smile on my face.
Went to bed and fell asleep almost immediately - totally relaxed from the bath and his arms around me. God, I sound like such a romantic whimp but it felt very very good...

Woke up from the sun in my face this morgning and felt really good. Had breakfast together and off to work. I had a phoneconference at 9 so there was no time for sleeping in.

Saw a poster in the subway about a tango and flamencoshow that I would love to see, it's at Dansens Hus and some other places in town. On Saturday we are going to the V&Smuseum to see an exhibition about wine and food. Will keep a low key on Saturday - just dinner and a movie again.

Friday me, H and MT might be going to Rio for a crazy night with my gay posse. Will be so much fun! Last time I was there Gonzo and I ended up dancing like nuts to schlagers with some incredibly cute gay guys.

Will get myself together and call J today - shit! Must really get it over with now. If I do I will reward myself with a new pair of pants :)

Better get on with my work now

Take care/E

II: Do treat others like you want them to treat you.

New and improved baby

IPod today :)
Updated with my all-time favourite Prince, bootyshaking Ricky and smoothsinging George. Had a nice walk to work this morning and a nice run last night. Ran for about 35 mins nonstop and pretty fast. Was absolutely beat once I stopped but I guess that is the point....

Had the doctors appointment this morning. Good to get it over with and finally decide what to do. God, what a mess I'm in right now.

Office-M is back today which ruined my whole day. Will bitch about this with Gonzo today. And today I must bring it up with him. His behaviour is not acceptable. Will talk to K about it first...

She has hooked me up with VR to write bookreviews - really cool. She'll stop by the office sometime this week with the books I'm to read. Today I'll pick up an issue of the magazine and check it out. Haven't read that paper since I was 16 or so. Oh, I actually got some issues when I did the booty-shots last year :)

Hopefully I'll see lovely T tonight. He is totally supportive but the decision is mine to make.

Saw that J has linked to my blog so I must return the favor: do visit J and say 'hi'

Lovely and soon-to-be-married HvM has her own "bride blogg"in Swedish but really fun. She'll be a fab bride. Wish her and M all the best :)

This weekend I shall invited the HC-ladies to cocktails and some catching up on Friday. Must be somewhere classy and cool. Must think about this today.

Have a lot of stuff to do today but absolutely no inspiration to work... as usual :)

Decided to change my song of the day to Commandment of the day

So the first one is:
I) Do indulge yourself because you're worth it :)

Newfound friends...

made me happy this morning: I found my cd's that I thought were MIA :) So tonight I'll update my baby Ipod with Depeche, Prince and ever smoothsinging George Michael.

Had sis over for dinner and a few glasses of wine yesterday. She had been on a date on Sunday and they went to Clarion, so did me and H but we never met. The service was really bad there - I hate that. The bartender is totally hot but good looks don't really help when it takes 20 mns to pour one lousy glass of rosé. Had I done that when I was working they would have kicked me out on my booty...
Talked to sis about money and clothes. I realized that sometimes I wear clothes for about 5000 sek... No wonder I have no money :) But like I use to say: If I'm going bankcrupt I look damn fine doing it.

Got the nails I needed from dad so soon my walls will be covered with bling, will look very nice I think on my white walls.

Met with A on Sunday too and got some really upsetting news from him. I totally have myself to blame for this but still... Need to talk to J so I think I'm meeting with him this afternoon.

Was dreaming about T all day yesterday and all night last night. Love his smile and his eyes. I don't however love the fact that he has left his toothbrush at my place... I don't really know what we are or are becoming but I like it :) and I like him...
Will call him today and see if we can go to the movies tomorrow. I'd like to see "War of the Worlds".

My co-worker Alex came back today. His brother, Robin, died this summer.
Robin was only 18 years old. Apparently he was at a friends place watching a movie and just hanging out. He said he felt a bit dizzy and just 5 mns later he was dead... They still don't know what happened. I feel so sorry for him!

Makes you think, doesn't it?!?! How everything can just end and all the plans you've made just change in one moment. Alex is only 22 but he had to grow up fast...

If I get the chance tomorrow I'm going to speak to my coworker Martin about his attitude towards my work. I mean what is the point of asking me to do something only so he can tell me it's wrong and redo it himself. Maybe it's his insecurity issues and he feels like he needs to "put me in my place" to feel like a greater person... I don't know but it's totally unaccepable. He is very much the type My-way or-the-highway wich is sad but very common.
Or maybe he just has a small dick (God I'm so nasty ;))

Anymay, need to do some updates now...

Take care
/E

Song of the day: Ghetto Religion - R Kelly feat Wyclef Jean

Total

confusion!
Haven't updated in a while due to no internetconncetion yet... and the neighbour have installed a firewall. Cheap b*stards ;)

So what's new???

Thursday was the date-with- Tommy-day. And my God, he is gorgeous! I was really tired and intened to try to get out of the date. He called me and suggested that we should go to some pub and have a beer... Uuuhmmm I don't think so. Eventually we dicided to met at Fridhemsplan at take it from there.
I was first and while I waited I started talking to a dutch guy who was also waiting for someone. So Tommy appears and he is oh so fine :) We went to a place I have never been before Dova's... Strange place but very cheap but great service and ok food. I have paid 3 time as much for worse food than that.

Sat there talking to eachother and a Romanian guy who sat down at our table. Went back to my place and spent a great night and morning together. Good thing I had Friday off....

Gonzo and I were ladies who lunch on Friday. Had a decent Ceasarsallad and rosé at MS Gerda.
Then met up with Hannah to pick up movietickets for the evening.

Had coffe and cake at Gateau and then off to BOB to met up with the rest of the posse. Had some food and wine and then to the movies. We saw Fantastic 4 (1,5/5). Then we stopped for a nightcap at Oxid before heading home.

Got up on Saturday to clean the apartment. It smelled like rug....
Then Hannah and myself were ladies who sweat jogging around Hagaparken. Called T when I came home and he came around later for dinner and a movie. Saw "Maria full of grace" (4/5), really great!

He is so sweet. Am apparently not used to a guy calling when he says he will call and takes care of me. When we where walking home on Thursday and was carrying some stuff which he took in his bag. Sunday morning he got up and made breakfast and did the dishes from dinner the night before. Good God, Hannah says he is a keeper :) and I tend to agree with her... Hope things work out for the best.

Got the sweetest and most amazing comment from my girl Gonzo. She added some stuff to my 500-list.

Now I need to at least seem like I'm working....

Take care
/E

Song of the day: The Future - Prince

Champagne, champagne...

Had a great time last night By the Sea with AT and P and some SC-people.
AT and myself, true to our Grand Cru-fellows, had a few glasses of champagne. Then we realized that a bottle would be cheaper in the long run and ordered that :)

Got home at a decent hour in spite of the Billecart-influence ;) Was walking home and listening to John Legend in my Ipod and I danced a little bit... at least until I realised that I wasn't alone. Felt quite embarrased but I blame the Billecart - Legend-combo *l*

Today I'm stopping by NK to shop some stuff that I want and need. "If I want it - I need it" Will check with Hannah if she has time to join me.
Since it's so little to do at work, I'm taking both Thursday and Friday off. On Monday most people are back from vacations and everything takes off again. I hope I'll get some more stuff to do then. Having absolutely nothig to do is really no fun.

Tonight I'm going to try to install my digitalcamera SW on my computer. Hope it'll work out nicely... Have to go and pick up a pic-cd at sis' place to.

Haven't talked to J yet and the more I think about it the more I feel like it's best left alone. Him and me is never going to happen and that's ok now that I know for sure. What is worse is that I don't feel comfortable around him anymore so I avoid calling or talking to him. That feeling is going to disappear - I know that... been there and done that sort of. But I just hope that he will still be around and be there for me as my friend when I'm over him... It's always oh so easy to say "sure we'll be friends" but when things really happen you'll quickly learn who your friends are and who you can count on.

Gonzo will be back from Spain this weekend so August will be fab-strutting godess-month :) Looking forward to soulnight at Marie Laveau and F12... Wish the weather would be nicer...

Will call G today and see if we can meet and catch up before it gets to busy for me.

Now playing Uffe's Ipod - Jackson 5 - Blame it on the boogie :) haven't heard that song in months...

So, it's almost 10 and I haven't had my coffee yet... gotto go now.

Take care

Song of the day: Question of time - Depeche Mode

Someone told me

that a date is like a jobinterview with cocktails... I tend to agree :) even if cocktails add a certain je ne sais quoi to it all...
Worked on the 500list again last night and got it pretty good. Added: fast learner, no stress and positive attitude. Those qualities I know for a fact that I have.

Called Patricia back yesterday. She was upset about her final degree and had tried all summer go get a meeting with our teacher. He on the other hand has totally broken down due to a heavy workload and some girlfriend-problems... We are having lunch today so she'll tell me all about that and some other gossip. She is helping me out with Annica's party too which is nice. Got an email from Annica yesterday saying that the place she had booked isn't working due to some kind of security issues... So now we need to find a new place and she want to bring her own food and wine... Patricia is helping me look. I'll probably also will need someone to help me handle the bar at the party.

So about the date: Kevin called me and said he was running late and wouldn't be at Bistro Jarl until 6.30. So I picked up my favourite magazine (Livets Goda) ordered a glass of rosé and waited. At 6.50 he hadn't showed up yet so then I left... Can't really be bothered to wait for people who don't even have the decency to call and say that they are not coming/running late. Oh well at least I got a nice moment reading and drinking good wine.

Speaking of wine: the Grand Cru club are planning a champagnetasting and apparently I'm leading it. God need to do some quick catching up then. Might be meeting AT tomorrow for drinks and planning at Nox.

Last night I tried to do some updates on the new computer but it didn't really work the way I wanted it. I will also need to download some antivirusstuff and some sort of firewall. At least I got around to get the broadband now. I do surf but I'm using someone elses wireless network :)

Tomorrow I'm stopping by NK to do some shopping. Got a 500 sek gift certificate for my birthday that I intend to spend :) and I also need some fall shoes. Summer feels like it's totally over now. Last night and this morning it was raining like crazy.
On Friday we are going to see Fantastic Four, could be nice. I loved all those Marvelcomics turned into films. I mean how great wasn't X-men I and II?!? Ok, Hugh Jackman is a hunk but the films where still great.

Anyway, need to send some emails now. Might as well make good use of my time when I need to be in the office :)

Have a great day!

Song of the day: A Change is gonna come - Sam Cooke

Nice Weekends....

like the one I had are just great.
Friday I met up with J and bought a computer. Eventually I got a HP of some kind. It looks very nice which obviously is important to me :)
Then onto dinner with the folks. Got home at aorund 1.30 since I missed the subway and had to walk home... In the rain...

Got the usual "I miss you" text mess from A at 3.30 :) Answered the next day asking him how he liked Barcelona... No response until Saturday, this time at 4.14 "Miss you and wish you were here"...

Saturday I intended to get out of bed early - didn't really do that. Managed to get going to Solna C and pick up my X-maspresent. Got a really cool pair of briefs - red and very soft. Johan, who got them seemed to like them a lot. I also got a really cool belt "Dont play stupid wtih me..I'm better at it" written on it. Am going back to pick up another one that says "I don't need your attitude, I got one of my own" Damn, that is so cool...

Then it was the date... The guy looks very hot. Very much "my type" tall, dark, shaved head and a lot of attitude, would say he is a 5/10. (God I'm so judgemental...)
He was very nice and we had some interesteing conversations during our shopping. Then we went for coffee and got something to eat. I needed to pick up some new bling so he went with me for that to. We decided that we are going to met again some night this week and go for drinks...

Then back home to shower and change into my fab-partyself. :) Met up with J and H at Storstad for some wine before the party. I was running late as usual...
Ended up wearing the white shoes, new Acnejeans and Xuly Bet halterneck top. Apparently J reads this blog since he asked about "the fab shoes". Must say he has a great sense of fashion ;)

At the party I was seated with Peder, Lost and Johan among others. All of them very nice. H sat next to an incredibly cute guy so I walked over there with some champagne and we ended up having a great time the three of us.

At around 1 we went back to Storstad and had that last glass of wine... you know the one you shouldn't have! There we ran into G, who I had a huge crush on some 10 years ago. We exchanged numbers and are seeing eachother to catch up some night this week. He is still gorgeous...

Will be nice to met him again. Went home and sent some textmessages to J as I usually do when I'm drunk... He was out partying at Berns I think. The one thing I really hate about thiw new phone is that it saves sent messages. I mean if I don't actually see the messages I've sent I can deny it but no... They are stille there Delete Delete Delete..... ;)

Sunday was the after-party brunch. Also very nice. Got to talk to P. We actually stayed at Hoffmans until I had to leave for dinner with the Portugal-posse at Mosebacke at 6. Had such a nice time and decided to meet again soon :)

The Portugal-issues are not quite solved but we are on our way... Decided that, if we go again next year, we shall try to prepare more and everyone has to try harder. If there is something you don't want just say that. Right then and there... I know I have to work on that to but since I am quite flexible when I travel I just follow where ever the others go. At least as long as I get to drink some wine and do some shopping :)

So tonight I have another date: Kevin 36. He called me twice yesterday and disturbed me both times. He sounds very nice. Will do the usual thing and let him decide the place. Says so much about someone how they handle that. If he says Berns, NOX or some place like those I'm happy. Would he suggest some creepy bar at Söder I'm gone :) or even worse an english pub. There is one person who can take me to an english pub and get away with it and that's Dan! Noone else.... ever....

Worked on the 500list again last night. Feels actually quite nice to really thing through the things about myself that I like. Got some tips from Peder S on things to do...

Damn, need to talk to J soon. I wish I hadn't said anything to him but it's too late for regrets now.. I should have done what I usaully do: just let it go and move on but since I really liked him both his personality and his ... hm bedside manors ;) I really couldn't do that.
But anyway - life goes on and so do I with or without him and I'll be wearing fab shoes :)

Just made a desicion: will call him today and set a "date" and just get it over with.

So hope you had a nice weekend

Take care out there

Love/E

Song of the day: Have yourself a merry little X-mas - Bing Crosby :)

and a special thansk to Maria and Peter for a great party!!!

Rainy Dayz...

last night and most of the day it's been raining... Can't believe it's the end of July. To me it seems like summer is over, too bad because I had planned to go on a boat trip with Johan and some friends next week.

Tomorrow is the X-mas party and I still haven't go something red and soft... I'll take a tour round town after work today and try to find something. If nothing else works I'll get some red and soft candy - but how funny is that- or maybe I'll get some underwear... The problem is that I don't know who it's for. So if it's for a total prude underwear might come off totally wrong...

And on Sunday it's an After-party-brunch wich might be nice too :) Seems like it'll be a fun weekend.

And tomorrow is also the shopping-date. We are going to met at the furniturestore at 1 pm and then have lunch. I've told him that I can't be that long since it's the party and I need to go home and do girlsstuff ;)

I might actually buy a computor today. J is helping me to choose one. Good thing because the technology is not really my thing...Have been trying to call him but no answer... maybe he is out in his canoe. Crazy guy!

On the 500list I added: smart, independent and funny... I'm going to ask someone who knows me if they agree or not. But do I really want to know what people think of me?!?! Do you ever really tell someone what you think of them? I don't... I usually only tell people the good stuff and not the bad.
I do believe, however, that it's sometime better to tell people the bad stuff so they can work on it.

I wish I could find someone who would tell me "I like you because of who you are and not what you do or who you do it with" That would be the ultimate egoboost, wouldn't it?!?!

My co-worker Lakis told me that he was in Thailand during the Tsumani. Him, his girlfriend and her friend almost got caught in the waves. I so glad he made it otherwise I would never have met this great and extremely intelligent guy that he is. He said that the only thing going through his head was that he needed to keep his girlfriend safe. I wish someone would think tht of me. I suppose my mother would think that but it's part of her jobdescription ;)

Sis is coming back from Cologne to night so I can finally get ome fashiontips. Do I get away with wearing a green 18thcentury coat and jeans?? Tried it on yesterday at home and felt really comfortable.

Terrible all this that's been going on in London lately! I'm glad I'm not there. God I hope Andre is ok!! Have to call him later just to check...

Well got to get going now. I have cocktails to drink and stuff to shop ;)

Take care/E

Song of the day: The Storm is Over - R Kelly

Missing...

my Prince double cd. I have lent it to someone and I can't remeber who it is. George Michael and Diamonds and Pearls are also MIA. F*CK!!!
I started sorting through all my cd's last night and I have made some questionable choices when it comes to music. For example I have three (3) Nordman albums.... why I'll never understand! They truly suck but maybe I bought them during my "Oreo"-period, I don't know.

I can't believe how many cds I have - must have spent so much money on music!

Face is better today. I can actually smile without looking like I had a bad lipjob :)
Came home from jogging yesterday just to find a black spider in the tub... not the big creepy kind but still quite unpleasant. Flushed it down the drain...The money I spent on the phobia-therapy has paid off a million times. Talk about money well spent!

Worked on the 500-list last night. Added: kind, generous and diplomatic. Are these qualities I have or qualities I wish I had??? Hard to know but I try to be kind and diplomatic all though one thing I know is that it is very obvious (at least for those who knows me) when I don't like someone. Smalltalk with people who don't really interest me have never been my strong suit. Need to work on that.

The Portugal-issues needs to be solved to. We have more or less decided that we are going to meet and talk it out. Mostly what happened between H and M&J. They can be difficult since they are very very egocentric and I guess H just got enough. The problem escalated due to the carrental. When you agree to be the driver for an entire group you have to do it all the time not only when you want to... And since J is the way he is - never really says what he wants- it's even harder. He depends to much on M to speak for him... Must be hard to live with someone like that.

Maybe H is right: the less emotional attachment the better...I tried that when i was with Sebastian some years ago. Didn't really work then and I don't belive it'll work better now.

So, now I know that people actaually read this page :) Quite nice...
Got an SMS from J with some reactions on what I wrote yesterday... Suppose we both make assumption and are not exactly clear. Some things are missed out in writing. Well, I belive that is cleared up now and we (I) can move on.

Oh speaking of moving on. I have a date on Saturday. We are going furnitureshopping. Kind of an unusual thing to do on a date but it's always nice to try something new. Jonas, the guy, is from SD and seems very nice. He loves design and fashion - good and David Bowie - bad...

Sorry to any DB-fans but he is not really doing it for me.

Well I better get back to work now. Office-cutie, being the total analfixated idiot that he is has, of course, comments on my work. I have to redo an document in Excel - I wrote it in Word....

Good thing I practised yoga and know how to calm myself down. But I know that one of these days I'll give a not-so-nice-piece of my mind....

Take care
/E

Song of the day: Missing - Everything but the Girl

Numb

in the face... due to a visit at the dentist this morning.
I think I nearly passed out for a minute there but it eventually worked out.

For Maria's party on Saturday "X-mas i July" I'm supposed to get something redand soft for a guy... Right now I have no idea what to get but I'll take a tour round town after work today and try to find something. Hannah is getting something blue and soft...
It's a really great idea Ithink. I was thinking about throwing a party where the guests had to bring at least 1 person noone else knows...This opens for some really new and exciting introductions I believe.

So, talked to J yesterday on the phone. He called me for some reason, will never understand why...
All this is not about him... it's about the fact that I've had 2 really tough years and once I stop and rest it all catches up with me. I guess I should explain that to him so we can stay friends. In some weird way I think he understands me...
Will see J on Saturday - wonder when he'll tell me about his new girfriend...

Will call A, he is after all a shrink ;), and get some advice on how I shall handle this situation.

Oh, got this guy after me at Spraydate he claims to be rich and "all that" and my "dreamman". Yeah right, if you're not Lenny K - leave :)

Stopped by sis' place yesterday and uplaoded the photos from Portugal. Will try to post some pics here. We are all meeting to talk about what went wrong in the Porto-house. Something has happend to the gang and this is not a positive something. I don't know if it was because Maria came along or what but we need to figure it out so that we can keep meeting and travellin glike we do. Next year (if it'll be a next year) I will lobby for France: a few days in Paris and then somewhere else.

Worked on my 500 -list yesterday. It's quite easy to get the first 2 or 3 but I guess it will be harder as I go along.

Nothing to do today at work and no office-hottie to watch either. Wonder where he is.
Had this dream last night: Martin and I had for some reason to share a hotelroom and he was sleeping on the couch. Woke up in the middle of he night so sure that he was in my apartment... Strange - wonder what it means.

Hmmm, what shall I wear to the party on Saturday??? Need to wear my new fab white shoes - but what else? Have to depend a bit on the weather. Today it's quite cold and rainy actually...

Well, have a nice day and take care

Love/E

Song of the day: Numb - Linkin Park

Perfection...

is overrated! After 32 years of trying to live up to the expectation of others I have finally decided that I don't give a shit anymore. I have to make myself happy and not bother with what others think of me.
Can't believe it took me so long. I am not perfect but I can do my best and noone can expect anything more from me, they don't have the right to!

Today I'm starting to write a list of 500 things about myself that I love. Am going to add at least 2 things a day.

I know now for a fact that J and I are no more, unfortunately we are no longer friends...He hurt me too much by not being honest with me. I will miss him but life goes on and I might as well go with it and you'll never know where it takes me :)

I have a lot to be greatful for: my health, great job, great friends and family, lovely apartment and a great sense of fashion ;) and I'm fab!

Do things happen for a reason? I don't know but I hope so. There's been a lot going on in my life lately and now I really know where I can turn for unlimited support and love even when I don't deserve it.
Most people are lucky if they find one soule mate- I am lucky enough to have 3.
They are my luck and my soul and pick me up wherever and whenever I fall.

So, enough of the drama: was out on the town yesterday with office-hottie M looking for a new couch. Wanted to see what he would look like on it since he might end up there some night ;) Then dropped by Åhlens to return the bag I bought since it broke the first time I used it. Very bad but returning it wasn't a problem. Need to pick up another one this weekend. Oh saturday is Maria's X-mas in Summer-party. What shall I wear?? Will definetly wear my new white shoes from Porto but what else?? Hannah and I are going to strutt our stuff there. I hope there will be dancing, haven't gone out dancing in ages...

Well better get back to work now

Love/E

Song of the day: You've got a friend - The Brand New Heavies

Back from Portugal

So, I'm back in business... Had a great vacation in Lison and Porto!
We had a new addition to the Gang: M's girlfriend quite the perky type I would say :)
Hannah and I spent most of the time together: shopping and drinking wine before noon.

The first couple of days were spent in Lisbon: shopping and sightseeing. We also took a trip to Sintra, the old castle outside Lisbon. Very beautiful and full of tourists. Mi and I made a quite funny story for the videocam. One night we went to a fadoconsert at the old castle - absolutely fab, totally amazing!
On Saturday we where off to Porto by train, a 3 hour trainride which we spent playing card and yelling: Malfalda at eachother. Why... I'll never know.
The first day at the house was spent by the pool - very hot and I worked on my tan for a bit. Didn't really swim - I'm more the type that strutts my stuff looking hot in a bikini ;)

Next day we took a long drive along the Vinho Verde-route, saw some really nice little towns and wineyards.
Then off to Porto. The others took a guided tour and I went shopping on my own. Picked up a fab pair of shoes, a new suit...very business, John Legend-cd and a very cool designer bag.

Dinner at a french/portugese-restaurant and then back to the villa.

The last day it all came to a small crisis... had quite the blow out with Mi and Jonas about their behaviour, mostly concerning times and the car they were driving. Hopefully we will all meet sometime soon and try to work things out. They won't be joining us next years.... that is if we will go next year. Right now it seems like we won't but never say never...

Listened to Joh Legend alld ay yesterday... god he is so great. How great wouldn't a duet John Legend and Lenny Kravitz be?!?!?! I'd buy the album.. Speaking of wich have to go by some recordstore and pick up the new R Kelly and the new Bodies without Organ cd's today. Or maybe I'll be lazy and get them online...

Aha, the officecutie is wearing the shirt I picked out for him and it makes him look very good. He should however do something about his jeans the are not by far thight enough! I'll work on that ;) I mean if you have a nice booty you must show it off!

So today I'm going to check out a new couch after work. I have seen this ine that I like but I'm not sure - it's quite a big desicion to make. How do you know when it's the right one?!?!

I mean, I have trouble choosing what to wear to work so how can I choose couch and not to mention man?!?! Hannah thinks I should go for A, according to her we are great togehter but I'll see what happens... on the other hand she also thinks M - the office cutie is ment for me. Apparently women have a tendencie to choose a man that reminds them of their father which he does... Oh well, I'll just go with the flow and listen to John Legend while I'm flowing :)


Better get back to work now!

Have a great day!
Love

Song of the day: Alright with me - John Legend

Not where I should be...

Today is the first day of my vacation and where am I?? In bed - no, having a fab brunch - no!

I am at work! Why?? No one really knows...

Got all my packing done last night anyway. And for once I managed to keep things to a minimun. Will do some serious shopping in Lisbon instead. Hannah and I are hooking up to take the A-train to the airport. Decided which look I'm going for: it's casual city-girl today.
Black skirt and white halterneck..looking very nice.

Took a long lunch with office-cutie yesterday and did some shopping. He looks very nice today in clothes I picked out for him :) Tried to get him to buy a cool hat but he chickened out "not ready" yet. He did however buy a pair of red shoes which look very nice. I stopped by MAC to get a new eyeliner but the colour I wanted was out... Am right now obsessed with silver and blue make up. Today I'm going to the bank to pick up the check for the deposit. Tried to do it yesterday but since I didn't have the address right the woman wouldn't help me. She said she didn't have time... Uuuhhhmmm I believe I am the customer in this case and the customer is always right, right?!?! So I'm goin to another office today to see if the service is better there.

So, tonight I'll be in Lisbon. Portugal and Spain are experiencing the hottest summer in a long time...
Just spoke to my Lisbon-poose and they are fine. It's hot but very nice.

Better get back to work now!

Don't really know when I'll be updating next time but I'll keep you posted on my portugese adventures

Take care
Love/E

Song of the day: I'm on my way - Ricky Martin

Summertime - DJ Jazzy Jeff and the Fresh Prince

I have worshipped...

in the Electric Church and I am a believer...

Had a wonderful weekend in spite of everything that has been happening lately.

Spent Friday with some of the EC-crowd By The Sea with great food, nice drinks and some champagne.
Went over to sis place on Saturday to fix some stuff with the digitalcamera. Must get myself a computer... well at least after my vacation. Saturday night was then Lenny-night. Sthlm's finest - ie Gonzo and myself- strutted our stuff first over a few glasses of wine at Clarion and the at Hovet. Dancing, singing, and sweating ;) Absolutely fab. Great song list, nice stage set-up and all. And of course Lenny K - the minister of Rock and Roll. Was so happy all night. After the concert we went to Ingrid & Per for some drinks.

Sunday I had my vacation-posse over for some BBQ and Portugal-planning. Mattias' girlfriend Maria might join us in Porto. Wonder what that will be like. She seems very sweet but very sporty. For me, the cocktail-princess, it's quite tiresome. I mean what's wrong with spending a day by the pool with a bottle of wine?!?!

Today I might pick up a new bikini if I can find the energy. It is so warm today so I just want to be out in the sun with a good book and my Ipod.
Should probably start planning my packing for Portugal as I'm leaving on Wednesday. Hmmm, I wonder what I should wear on the plane?!?! Do I want to be the fab citygirl, the business woman or the relaxed vacationer???

Oh, by the way picked up the coolest shoes on Friday. Think pink pinups and flower you'll get the basic idea.
I think I'm gonna take a picture of them and post here...

Ok, time to go now
Take care

Song of the day: Mama said - Lenny Kravitz

Lenny-day

So, today is the big Lenny Kravitz-day! Consert with Gonzo and Ingrid tonight.

Will be meeting up with Gonzo at Clarion to get some food and the of to Hovet to see Lenny
Am so looking forward to this.

Spent the evening yesterday with the EC-crowd. Or at least some of them. Had a very nice evening at Brasserie by the Sea with dinner and quite a few drinks, some interesting conversations and good laughs...

Heading to Portugal on Wednesday with Hannah to meet up the rest of the gang. Will be so great.

Well must be off now. Have a great week end!

Love

Song of the day: anything with Luther Vandross
May you rest in peace and God bless

Robyn - Be mine "you never where and you never will be mine"

My Swedish Day

Today I'll go back to swedish for one day. Sorry about that to all of my international readers (as you are so many ;))
But I got these questions from my fellowbeautyqueen Jessica and I'm going to answer them below:

1. Ungefär hur mycket lägger du på smink/hudvård per månad?

Lite olika. Omkring 500 på smink och ansiktsvård, mindre på kroppsvård

2. Vad väckte ditt intresse för smink?

Inspiration från kompisar och syster, tidningar, MTV (tidig Madonna etc)

3. Favoritmärke? Varför?

MAC. Bra kvalité och de har bra färger för min mörka hy ffa foundations och puder

4. Var handlar du ditt smink? Favoritbutik/favoritsite?

NK, Åhlens, COW
Har aldrig handlat smink på nätet. Är väl fånig och konservativ men jag vill alltid prova först

5. Nämn något som kännetecknar din make-up:

För diskret. Försöker anstränga mig och använda mer färger och sminka mig oftare.

6. Vilket var ditt sämsta respektive bästa skönhetsköp någonsin?

Bästa: helt klart mitt lösa puder från MAC. Tyvärr är burken för stor att ta med i partyväskan men jag använder det varje dag. Med fuktad svamp för täckande effekt, mindre täckande/vardagssmink vanlig svamp, för att matta ner stor borste.

Sämsta: har tyvärr väldigt många produkter jag aldrig använder men absolut sämst var en YSLfoundation som var helt fel färg för mig.

7. Hur sminkade du dig för 5/10/15 år sedan?

5 år sen: ungefär som idag men hade sämre kvalitet på sminket. Sminkade mig endast till fest.
10 år sen: Mycket konstiga färger, var väldigt inne på ethnolooken dvs bruna, mörkröda och beiga matta ögonskuggor
15 år sen: Det är väl preskriberat nu :) men lila glitter, (för) mycket läppglans, rosa, blått. Och mascara i olika färger…

8. Bästa hudvårdsprodukterna?

Make up-bort: MUJI’s face soap
Ansiktstvätt: Lancome self foaming cleanser, Clearasil Total
Ansiktsvatten: IOD/DIOR
Ansiktscreme: Lancome 24H… eller Helena Rubinstein Hydro Urgency


9. Bästa makeup-produkterna?

MAC foundations och puder
Biotherme ögonskuggor
Kanebo 38 degrees mascara
L’Oreals primer

10. Bästa hårprodukterna?

African Pride

11. Bästa kroppsvårdsprodukterna?

Dove bodylotions
Body Shop’s Africa Spa body salt scrub

12. Bästa skönhetsbloggen?
Måste väl säga Jessica och Anna

Nog för nu!

Ha en bra dag

Midsummer is over

for now. And still no internetconnection in the house. Damn, I need to start taking control over my life and just not go with the flow....

The flow got me a very nice sunday with the ex-boyfriend Anders, now just friend :) Lunch at Moderna museet and then a walk around town ending up with coffee in Gamla Stan.

Midsummers eve was spent at the folks place. Had some 20 people over for BBQ - really nice! Made a fab pannacotta with milkchocolate.
Had to leave in quite a rush due to my allergy. Cleo the cat was sleeping with me in my bed and mae my lungs swell so I made a nearly perfect Darth Vadervoice. Got up at 4 and cleaned the kithcen and the a cab home at around 4.30ish.

Did absolutely nothing on Saturday, watched TV, dvd and had some wine...

More flow on Thursday; me and Hannah spent the evening at Metro with J and some of his friend. Made a new 27-year old buddy... He gave me a "compliment" "you're so beutiful in spite of being 32"... oh well, when I was 27, 32 was old... I'm and old fart, fab but still an old fart ;)
Must say Metro was really nice, the rose was great ;) J is as always very nice o me... god!!!

Was late for work today due to the total incompetence of SL. Total stop in the subway - enden up waiting for about 30 mins and then I got sick of waiting and walked in to town. Good thing the sun was shining and I'm wearing comfortable shoes.

As the shopoholic I am: the summers sales start today. Must stop by NK and ZARA today and Mango and HM tomorrow....
Back news: dentist appointment on Thursday - shit!! But my tooth really hurt now and it's best to get it fixed before Portugal. Only 6 days to go now and then off to vacation!
Will be so nice. Having a little gathering at my place on Sunday (laundry day) to make some decisions and watch a fado-dvd.

Well off to lunch now

Take care


Song of the day: In the End - Linkin Park

Midsummers

Almost time to leave the office now and get ready for the BIG celebrations tomorrow. Wonder why midsummers is such a big deal?!?!
I suggested, as I do every year, that we should celebrate it the oldfashion way ie with bloodsacrifice. Noone seemed interested. Would be a sight to see us dance around a huge fire naked and drunk... ;)

Had J over last night after huge amount of textmessages that almost made me crazy. He knows how to drive me up the walls.
Had dinner at the folks place last night - nice. They are leaving for the northen parts of Sweden today so me and sis are staying at the house for the weekend.

Got a great idea for the officeparty day. It is supposed to rain on Wednesday so we'll be going to a museum and see a robotexhibition and then off to dinner.
Should be nice.

For the party tomorrow it'll be mostly my sisters friend but the a quite nice. Hannah will be there so if things get to bad we'll just go off into the usual cocktailfrenzy and get totally plastered :)

Anyways, time for me to go and get some icecream and then probably off to AW at Metro.

Take care

Song of the day: Summertime - DJ Jazzy Jaff and the Fresh Prince

Gone public

Well, now some people I know now knows about my blogg... not so secret anymore then :)

A quiet day at work, no office cutie to watch. Too bad cause I look especially good today cause of dinner with dad tonight.
Went to the bank during lunch today to pay of my loan. Now that is done I can start spending some serious money. YESSS!!

Saw a couch that I like and I need to update my bathroom. The prevoius owner probably spilled a whole bottle of perfume in the bathroomcupboard so it really stinks.

Will take one day and go to IKEA and do some serious shopping. I just need someone to drive me. One of the disadvantages of not having a drivers license. Might be time to start learning to drive but I can't really be bothered to. Rather spend my money on stuff like shoes and bags and champagne ;)

Went by JUS yesterday and picked up a Xuly Bet, my favourite designer, -dress and a top. Ran into Mattias and his not yet official girlfriend Maria. She is not what I excpected but she seems nice.
Then Gonz o and I went to Buddha Bar for drinks. My god, the service was so bad! Then onto more shopping at the Addidas sale. Found one pair of really nice white running pants... who wears white going out running?!?! Didn't have the heart to buy them so I'll keep looking for new training clothes.

My new white shoes really rock :)

Have to go to Systembolaget today and stock up for Midsummer parties. Wonder why I still feel the need to drink just because it's midsummer. Could be just any Friday but no no. You have to sit outside eat herring and have BBQ in the evening. So predictible but it's nice :) and very swedish.
Today it's raining and cold, not looking good for the week end... I'll be spending it at my parents place looking after Cleo the cat and the house. They have no internetconnection and no cable...

Anyway, better get back to work now

Have a great week end and hope it won't rain to much on your heads. Not good for the hair you know ;)

Love

Song of the day: God gave me style - 50 cents

Working girl...

Well, not that kind of working girl :)

Sunny and crazy warm today. Wish I was outside drinking champagne and checking out hot men... Well you can't have it all.

Got some cool website tips from AnnaT
www.champagnesidorna.se

So, today the annual summer sale at JUS starts so Gonz and I will be there and on Friday it's NK...

No exciting news on the men-front but J is as always no 1... Suppose I have some abuse issues - keeping wanting that which isn't good for me...:) The office-cutie is still oh so cute but oh so bad news. "Don't fuck the company and don't shit where you eat" right?!?!?

Did some shopping yesterday:
nice new shoes at Scorett and a denim skirt from Company's.

So Midsummer is coming up and sis is having a party, she has some BBQ-thing going on.

Met the Ladies of Sällskapet last week. Spent the evening at Brasserie by the Sea and Hilton. Quite a nice evening with some very adult conversations about babies and weddings... I really don't do babies but weddings are usually fab. I'm sure Ali's wedding will be everything she wants and more...

Oh, big family news: Step-bro is a two-times daddy now: Felix (?) turned up on June 5th.

Well, better get back to work now!

Take care
Love!

Song of the day: Next Lifetime - Erykah Badu

New updates...

haven't updated in a while due to no internetconnection in my house...

So, whats new?!?!

Was out Saturday with Hannah. Dinner at NOX with plenty of champagne and then salsadancing with Martin and Kattis from work. Had a really nice time :)

Lived one week in the new apartment and I really like it. Got the Sex and the City-dvdbox as a present for myself - because I'm worth it you know.
Spent some time shopping too: 2 new bags and some stuff for the apartment.

No news on the J-issue, must have a certain conversation I think. This back and forth is way too much for my nerves. Hannah says go slow but after having slept togehter for almost 1 year I really don't know how much we can slow down.
Gonzo is doing some spying for me re his feelings...

Off to dinner now...

Have a great week and enjoy the sun :)


Song of the day: Step in the name of Love - R Kelly

In the new place

Spent my first night at the new place. It's still quite a mess though but it's getting nicer and nicer.

Hannah and Joachim helped me move in. J is quite the organizer - unexpected but it was good. H and I started discussing clothes and J got this look on his face but he didn't say anything. Once a fashion addict always a fashion addict. Stopped i Nyköping for some pizza and then back to town.

Yesterday was spent with the folks. I only got angry once, so trying to act like an adult around them sometimes I do and sometimes I don't.... In the evening I had new weaves made. If I may say so myself: I really kick ass with this new look ;) Today I did my Hollywood Diva thing. Hair up and big black sunglasses :)

Tonight I'm cleaning up and I also have to make my presentation for school tomorrow. Can't believe it's the last day. We've come a long way and now it's over. God I hope I won't cry... but I don't think so. Got a lot of great stuff going on right now...

Might be seeing J tonight again. Have missed him in some weird way.... No matter what he is a sweet guy but no really the one to count on... or sometime he is... I don't know. Guess I'll never figure him out so I guess that's why he hasn't bored me yet.

H and O broke up, sad cause they are such a perfect match. Maybe they'll hook up again - it has happened before!


Back to cleaning, grocery shopping and writing.

Take care

Song of the day: Dana International - Diva

Movingday today...

So today I'm moving into the new place. Got the old one sold and cleaning out the Nyköping-place.
Finished painting the kitchen - dad will probably have comments about it and the sleeping area in the room...
Have to decide wheather I should go for blue or light yellow ih the hall... Well I'll think about that later.

God, I have been so efficient lately: finished my final paper, painted the apartment and worked full time. Am quite capable when I need to be...

Had some wine and a light dinner with Gonzo (and Hedvig for a short while) last night at Vinoteket. Really nice, good food, like their wineconcept and the staff is really nice too. Gonzo seems to be doing fine. We talked about all the stuff that has been going on lately.
She'll come by the office soon and we'll be ladies who lunch ;)

Joachim and Hannah will be helping me out today with moving and cleaning. I've promised them dinner and wine in exchange for help. So as soon as I'm settled in I'll have them and sis over for dinner with Bollinger '96.

What ever happende to the summer??? To dayit's like +10 and pissing down raining. Can't believe this. They say that if spring is cold it will be a great summer but hey, it's June and when is summer supposed to strart?!?!?

Well have to get in the shower and get ready.

So have a nice day in the rain

Love

Song of the day: Yazz - The only way is up :)

The new place...

is getting better and better. Painted the kitchen yesterday and started with the room today. The kitchen is now green or actually appe as the colour is called. The sleeping area in the room is orange in a weird but quite nice way... I haven't decide yet if I like it or not but we'll see.

Was at Ma's party on Saturday. Peter had come up from Gothenburg - a nice surprise. We ended up at Kharma by Ulrich at Kharma and I got really really drunk! Got home at 3 and got up at 10. Jocke picked me up at 12.30 and we were off to Nykoping. God, I was sick!!! Actually had to stop on the highway so I could puke... I mean how not hot is that.
Stayed in on Saturday and watched Forrest Gump - love that film. Couldn't bring myself to call anyone back but I will ..eventually.

Have to call dad about selling the apartment too.
I have so much stuff to do... getting kinda stressed out actually. Need to find someone who can take the rental car to Nykoping on Saturday. Maybe I'll ask J...though Mattias is preferable.

Well need to sleep now

Sweet dreams!

Song of the day: Creeping up on you - Darren Hayes

Keep things under wraps...

was the best policy for me this week. Didn't mention my birthday to anyone at work. Wanted to keep a very low profile about the big 32. At least office-M knows my actual age...

Saw John Legend yesterday - god he is so great. Have got to get his cd!! Went with Mi, Henrik and J. We all really enjoyed it.

Spent my birthday evening and night with J again - keep coming back for more and I still don't know why. I feel safe and relaxed with him. Wish we could be friends of whatever for a long time.
Went by the new apartment last week end. It's so much nicer than I remember so I'm really happy about it. I think I'll be happy there. The kitchen is great so I'll make some fab dinners there.
Saw Star wars III last Sunday. Enjoyed it but it wasn't as breathtaking as I had expected...
Jocke is taking me to Nyköping on Saturday to pick up some stuff. Miss my darlingshoes I left there...

Today I did something I've been very much looking forward to: I ordered the entire Sex and the City-dvd box online. Told myself last year that I'll do that when I got my first paycheck and since I got it I ordered it. Imagine you can be so happy about something like that.... strange but nice!

Finally worked things out with office-M today. Since we are working together and that really work we decided to stop before things get out of hand... But damn he is a great kisser! And has a hot booty :) He probably right but he didn't sound very convinced as I think about it...

Maria is having a party tomorrow at her place - will probably be nice. J will be there to. Gonzo still thinks we should hook up for real, we've been getting down and dirty for almost a year now. Must probably move on soon but it's so nice. Maybe we should talk about it instead of just doing eachother. But those lips are better at kissing than talking ;) Wonder if other M will be there. Haven't seen him in like 3 months now, wonder what that'll be like.

Will probably go shopping with Gonz on Sunday. Saw a pair of really hot jeans in a hot store with a hot guy so that's where we'll go!

Anyway - have a nice evening and take care
May the force be with you!


Song of the day: John Legend - Ordinary people

Ooouuppsss...

haven't updated in a while again!

So what's new?!?!
Today I signed the final papers for my apartment and last week I had the old one sold... Things seem to be working out for the best after all.

Work is really great, nice people and interesting stuff is going on. Finally realized what a huge project this is and I can't belive they hired me. But as Gonzo says "selfdoubt is a no-no"

Got some really cool fringes at work: tickets to Destiny's Child at Globen :) Great concert!!
M, the other new guy is so cute and really sweet. Am looking forward to him moving to town so we can hang out more.
He did actually kiss me at the concert, great kiss but we work together. Will probably end up in trouble but it's the good kind of trouble ;) He really makes me go weak to my knees, god. Hope no one notices it.

Had brunch with Gonzo last Saturday and did some shopping... She says go for it but I have my doubts. Haven't seen J lately but I guess we'll hang out sometime during the weekend.

Monday we had a dinner at work to start of the new project. Plenty of wine and great food. Have been working a lot this last week but it's feel great.

Might be hanging with Ma toworrow after the ESC. God Norway sucks!!! Hope Hungary wins actually, cool style and cool song and cool dancing.

Fell very unfocused right now so I'll stop.

Have a great week end

Song of the day:
Tweet - Oups oh My

Pizza and wine...

for lunch great way to start my new slim and light life huh :) Was a nice lunch with Katinka who is in town from Brussels and some other people.
I do still fit into my white "slim-pants" but I really need to get started with running. Can't really blame the weather anymore.

Spent two really nice evenings with H&O having drinks and just talking about life... Yesterday was spent in Nyköping cleaning and packing stuff up. God, I have so much stuff and I left some in Sthlm when I moved. Have decideed that I'm never moving again it's just to much work... Or maybe I'll pay someonte to do pack the stuff.

Had dinner with the folks at Jensens, the food was ok but the service was really slow. Can't belive they let people wait for like 10 mins just to get the info that they have to wait for another 20 mins for a table. That is so not ok! Went over to H&O for drinks and met some really nice friends of H's. Had a great night with a lot of laughs. Got home at around 3.

Thursday was also spent with H&O. First a drink around the house and then off to Lokal for a few martinis. Dinner with M&J and Dan on Wednesday also nice but quiet. Has a few good laughs though.

Intended not to drink anything today but I'm weak Dan had a beer for lunch so I followed in his fottsteps and had some wine. Then he went to Systembolaget and I felt odd leaving empty handed so I picked up a bottle of Fumées Blanches wich I'll enjoy tonight while watching CSI Miami.

Song of the day:
Det ordnar sig - Timbuktu

New adventures...

lies ahead :) Got the job I wanted today. Signed the papers and I'll start on Monday! Gonna be so cool and I believe everbody is happy for me.
Haven't told my girls yet but I'll tell them this weekend.

So this means I have to reschedule a lot of things but it's ok. Will be going to Nyköping on Friday to get some clothes and stuff.

Gonna try to get the Årsta-apartment sold too. Spoke to the broker yesterday and they will show it on Sunday and on Monday night. This means that the b-girl renting it must clean it again :) Have sent her an email regarding picking up the table but she hasn't answered yet so I guess the table wasn't that big an issue after all. I'll call her tomorrow and tell her about the situation.

Will probably go out for dinner with M&J tomorrow as sis is leaving for Berlin tomorrow afternoon. So I'll be on my own this week ends again. Will probably watch some dvds and keep it low after all I'll be working on Monday :)
Lazy days are over for me. In my contract it actually says that "work might be daytime, weekends and nighttime" I'll get to do some travelling too, nice!

Gonzo is busy-girl; good for her and bad for me as I want to go cocktailing with her soon.

Am going to go shopping with JW for some clothes for the Decadance-party coming up. Might be picking up something new for myself too. And I think I've earned buying a new bag...

Have been adding some new music to my baby IPod today so the song of the day I think will be:
Sense of Humor by Darren Hayes

"you will like my sense of humor
you will be addicted to my smile"

Have a nice evening :)

May started....

out quite good. April ended with a party att H's & O's place. Stayed til 3 in the morning. Dan was there which was nice since I haven't seen him since New Years... We deicided to meet for lunch one of these days.

Yesterday was nice. Stopped by the apartement for the show and then some shopping with sis and T. Dinner at a libanesian restaurant... soooo much food but really good and decent prices. Spent the night at J's place, watching some Sex and the City.

So today I got an email from the little b*tch who's subletting my apartment. She claims that I have gone through her stuff and read her private papers - like I would. She's 19 what does she know?!?! I asked her to clean the place up, she didn't so I had to do it. That's it. Anyway I hope I can sell the place soon and she'll leave. The place was absolutely disgusting when I got there. I can believe she could live like that.

They called from that job again and I'm going there tomorrow to meet the CEO. I've met him twice before and I'm actually a little scared of him. He is one of the really really big names in the eventbusiness... I hope I can be CCC and land the job.

Have made some more plans for the summer in Portugal. I've got planetickets now so me and H are leaving on July 6th and will be back July 16th. Apparently Lisbon has a great party scene not to be missed so I'm looking forward to strutting my party-self on the streets of Lisbon :)

Am back in Stockholm to write my final paper. Should have started today but I've postponed it til tomorrow simply because I'm so lazy :)

Song of the day:
P Diddy - I need a girl

Have a great day!

My last month

as a 31-year old. One month from today I'll be 32. I'll be old but still fab :) and I'll hopefully have a nice job and an apartment of my own. Maybe I'll invite some people over and make them help me paint in exchange of a dinner.... Sounds like a good plan :)

Went back to school, seemed like nothing has changed even though we only have 6 weeks to go now.
Stayed in yesterday (may be that is a sign of old age: staying home on a Saturday night ;)) and rented 2 dvd's: Signs (3,5/5) and Anger Management (3/5). Signs nearly scared the sh*t out of me so I guess I'm not so mature as I think I am after all...
Friday was nice. Spent the evening with Maria and Peder and some of Maria's friends. Started at Högbergs and then on to Kvarnen (so not my kind of place, way too much Söder for me) and then ended up at The Doors with Peter and the rest of the gang. Maria seems happier now even if her job stuff are yet to be worked out.

Today it's cleaning day in the neighbourhood, so I won't be showing my nose outside until it's over... I know I'm a crap neighbour but cleaning the backyard isn't really my idea of fun on a Sunday and I have to work on this thing for school too....
Am actually wearing these really cool shoes I got last summer, they make me really tall ang I get great legs. Too bad it's still too cold to wear them outside. It's quite sunny today so I guess I should go out for a walk a bit later.

Went to the other apartment last week to clean it and God it's a mess. I can't believe she likes to live like that. The bathroom was absolutely disgusting and the kitchen... I sure as hell would eat anything coming from that kitchen. And then that broker-woman had the nerve to call and yell at me about it. I did my best considering the time I had... I mean I pay her to sell the apartment for me - that's it! She called again yesterday and seemed a bit regretful. Last time I was nice to her...

Was supposed to see J yesterday but he cancelled, of course, due to work... Might see him today. He sure is trouble but the good kind ;)

Song of the day:
Missing you - MJB
Still miss M so much, I wish I didn't but I do :(

Gotta stop...

messing around. Keep trying to be a FFF (fab focused female) - not really happening but fake it 'til you make it....

Had a nice week in Nyköping actually. It was quite cold but sunny and school is good. Got a great tip from my teacher about a job so I have an interview tomorrow. Must be FFF!!!

Sis is leaving for Austria tomorrow so I'll be alone this weekend - nice. Might be meeting Mama on Friday for a boutique opening and then some drinks at Öst100, she seemed really sad last tiem I saw her so I'll do my best to cheer her up.

J and I have been (as usual) sending some really dirty messages to eachother...and I thought I could leave it alone but no. I keep coming back for more :) Bad girl!!! Saturday night seems to be J-night. This should be the last time but I won't believe it til I see it so to speak...

At Shortcut the coolest thing happened today... Some people decided to protest againt this whole ice-cream debate (Nogger black). So we are sending CMR some PUCKO! I have been happy about this all day. Finally taking a stand againt stupidity. I can't be there for the delivery (jobstuff) but someone will be bringing a camera so there'll be pics.

Gonzo seems busy wich is good. She quit her job and is doing the freelance thing now. If I hear something I'll definetly will look her way. SHe bought the black dress I tried on at the second hand store. Had it been anyone but her I would have been so pissed of but since she is my girl it's all good.

Got tickets to the John Legend-concert. Looking forward to that.

Tonight I'll get LOST again. Love that series, it's so exciting.

Song of the day:
No More Drama - MJB

Take care!

Last day

at Huvudsta today.
Feels pretty sad but it's good to go. It means that I'm one day closer to finishing school and leaving Nyköping!

The greatest thing: I got my self an apartment. Oh yes!!! And it's reaaly nice, the kitchen is brand new and it has the coolest walk-in-closet :) Am a happy girl today!!
Spent another night with J last week... I now he's trouble but it fells so great.... Gonzo thinks we'll hook up eventually but no he is just to much for me too handle.

Last Saturday brunch at Ingrid's and Per's place. Haven't been there since they got married. Apparently it was their 6 months anniversary hence the brunch. Alison and Carl are getting married - congrats!! I won't be invited but never mind. I don't really know them that well anyway.
Saturday night: movie night with J&M and J "Life aquatic" - can't really decide what I think of it.... Weird but good in some twisted way.

Sunday was brunch with Gonz and then one of her friends showed up. The friend was one of those perfect women... perfect hair - no frizzy hair day - great job, great boyfrined and fab clothes. Felt like something the cat dragged in when she was around....

Was pathetic and needy and sent an sms to M, no answer - like I should excpect anything else from him. But was sad in spite of everything. But I'll get over it.

Me and some friends will be trying out a new restaurant tomorrow, Brännvin, at Skeppsbron. I wanted to go to Brasserie by the Sea but they got really bad reviews at AOS so we skipped it. Maria might be joining us later and then we'll carry on out for some drinks. Hope she'll come because she seemed very sad last time we spoke. Hope I can find some way to help her. It's her crappy job situation that is the problem.

So back to school on Monday, can't say I've missed that crowd but I've missed my apartment and my bed... It's so much more comfortable then the one I'm sleeping in now. J's bed is really huge :) Have to ask him about that.

Anyway, have a great weekend.

Song of the day:
The windmills of your mind
"Why did summer go so quickly
Was it something that I said??!?"

Home and ill... :(

Had to stay home today cause I'm ill! It really sucks. Everytime I catch a cold it goes straight to my lungs and I have difficulties breathing. Actually I sound kinda like Darth Vader right now ...Luke, I am your father...
But like Gonzo says : F*k it, I'm glamorous ( or at least trying to be :))

Went to the movies anyway yesterday with M&J and saw "In good company" (4/5). Really nice film, nothing like I excpected. We intened to see Hitch but due to my VISAcard-problems we got tickets to In good company. Guess I'll get hitched someother time... God, I'm so funny sometimes ;)
While shopping on Thursday some dumd check out gilr ruined my VISAcard. She actually put it on some sort of magnet. Not only that, she also tried to charde me 749 sek for a 249 sek bag... Dumd b*h...So when we came to pick up the movie tickets, my card obviously didn't work so it became a huge deal but finally we got the tickets.

Monday was also spent apartmenthunting with the folks. I only lost my temper once - maybe I'm growing up?!?!? Found one really great apartment in the same neighbourhood I'm in now. I'm not quite sure if I want to live here... but the kitchen was so nice. Totally the way I like it, all newly renovated. I have to call my bank first and get a loan and then I'll get down to business...

Saturday also spent with M&J, enjouying the sun and had a nice dinner at BoB at Drottninggatan. It was ok, service quite slow...

Sunday, J came over for some catching up... Got really caught up ;) but he is a nice guy and I enjoy his company. We have fun, just hope we can stay friends and things don't get complicated between us. He is everything from bestfriend to lover.
Oh, and M sent a "happy easter" sms on Saturday... I answered - of course- in spite of my plan to be aloof... So we'll see what happens.

God' I'm so ill, gonna go lie on the couch now.

C ya!

Song for today: Rainy Dayz - MJB feat Ja Rule

Happy Easter to you all...

Sun is shining and spring is definetly in the air. Finally winter is over and I can go shopping for cool clothes again.

So what's new....
Last week at work was nice. Been waitressing again wich I really enjoyed. Had a quite disturbing conversation with one of the guys there, he is not a racist but... It's really sad when people you'd think have some clue turns out to be so narrowminded and... just plain dumd!
Well I didn't really say much since it seemed like a total waste of my energy and my time.

Strutted my fab self with Gonzo (again) at Berns on Thursday and had way too much to drink (again). H and O also showed up for some drinks. Had a long sms-conversation with J (he shaved his face btw so it will be interesting to see) all night. Apparently he had some troubles with friends so he couldn't make it. We'll met one of these days and catch up (hmmm...)
Friday was probably one of the worst days ever, finally dragged my sorry ass out of bed and went to the videostore at aorund 6.30 pm...
Rented The Hours (3/5) and Dinner with friends (3,5/5).

Sis is in Italy so I'm all alone in the house which is nice.

Don't miss Peter Jöback and the Storybook tonight at 9.30 pm on channel 1. He is such a great singer and yes ok... incredibly cute too :) I could marry him and just listen to him sing....

M is now gone, have no idea where he is, too bad cause I really liked him and he didn't seem like that type of person but as someone said to me: "Judge a person by his actions not his words" That is what I intend to do this time. Well, maybe it is for the best after all...


Now I'll get on with cleaning the appartment and then I think I'll take a walk. Maybe I'll see you out there

Have a great one and take care :)

Song of the day: Lynden David Hall - Dead and Gone
"When I'm deand and gone
Not before too long
I will love you body, mind and soul"

So, what's new....

Haven't updated in a long time... again.

Well, what's new??!?!
I'm still doing my intership at Huvudsta Gård and I'm still enjoying it even though conferences isn't really my thing. Was out partying with the Huvudsta-crowd on Friday. First AG925 and then Riche.

Saturday was a quiet night in the house, watched Lantana (3,5/5) and Dinner Rush (4/5). Sunday was spent checking out 2 apartments in Sundbyberg and then family dinner at Grand Hotel.

Last week I met up with Maria and Peder at Claes på Hörnet for drinks and ended the evening at The Doors. They are both so totally nice and we had a great time, some really deep conversations about how to handle relationships.

At Shortcut someone (BJ) started a conversation about weather it's ok to have sex on the first date... Is that really an issue 2005?!?! I say: go and have sex (changed my mind about using the f-word)- just be safe! Maria and I decided that if you haven't had sex in 1 month you can consider yourself a virgin... Guess that makes me very innocent :)

Am so looking forward to this week. I'll be waitressing Monday - Wednesday and then... five nice days off!! Hope the sun stays around... I'm planning to spend Easter with my DVD and a bunch of movies and just chill, drink wine and relax...

My girl Gonzo has quit her job which is just so great. If she can do it then I can. I'm so glad I have her. She is truly an inspiration. I have decided (or she decided for me) to apply for that job in New York. I mean, what's the worst thing that can happen?!?!

Tomorrow I'll be meeting with two different real eastateborkers to sell my apartment. Saw 2 places today but I didn't like either of them. I really don't know what I want or where I want to live so I'm just waiting for that perfect place... I am actually thinking about moving to Paris for a while but that plan is all in my head and I haven't really looked into it but I will.... eventually... someday.
Sometimes I wish I was a bit more... active. I'm all about plans and not so much about actions :)

Anyway, time to stop. Happy bithday to my step brother, 32 today!

Sweet dreams

The song for today is: Apparently nothing - Brand New Heavies